becoming leela.

now my feet are two there will be four then there will be eight then ten I walk with a thousand kindred spirits all into the realm  of my master the lawmaker  of the boundless black sky worlds in worlds in worlds reside in his fire breath take me to your mother

release your story there's no one here the brain's a frantic enemy or maybe I don't know it must be about time now that's the only thing it could mean when my words start to feel this rough around the edges heavy with mud take me to the stream point me to my anger I'm clear quartz wash me clean and show me to the light

I need to feel your presence find a way somehow through a flame or a hole or a spirit  somehow give me a sign I'm fuming this scream refuses to leave my throat my eyes turn pale with your absence I circumambulate your sacred fire but the demons desecrate it swallow the sky in a fury only you can summon clear the grounds I'll be born again like a breakthrough ~ I yawn like a king and spring out of bed the worst day of my life excites me my foes bring me gifts from my mother the One who swallows time and space She enjoys a good gamble I wager my flesh and blood to feed Her raging laughter teeth bearing stop the crying there's no losing when you play for this team